and then there was one

i am officially down to one nursing session a day. i dropped the post-dinner feeding tonight and it went surprisingly well. bridgie bear probably thinks its an anomaly at this point and didn't make much of a fuss about it. tomorrow night will be a better test - although knitting class is starting (woo hoo!) and she will be away from home and out of whack.

i can hardly believe that in one week i will not nurse her at all. i was beginning to think that this day would never come but now i am terrified that she isn't going to get enough fluids. i'm sure it will always be something. anyway, someone told me that babies will drink as much as they need so i am just going to have a sippy cup available at all times. its still very scary to me.

the biggest loser kills me. on so many different levels. i don't think i can take it.